I am scared of who I was, what I am, and who I will become

Photography by Aidan Sidikpramana

January 2024



Shot for TREND MAGAZINE f/w ’24
“Metamorphosis”

Creative Director Aidan Sidikpramana
Stylist Venice Poggi
Models Avery Miller,  Brijetta Or, Brandon Tran,
Christian Geronilla, Jiselle Roberson, Zihan Liu
Graphic/Layout Design Vince Hilahan


Medium Minolta x700 Harmon Phoenix 200 and Cinestill 800, 8.5 x 11 glossy paper

Published February 23rd, 2024



An exploration of personal growth from recent years. Anxiety of growth was captured through the horn that acted like a “pimple”, something inconvenient and jarring. The photoseries followed the growth of this horn, the photos are double exposed to represent the disorientation of growth, to finally show a clear photo with a fully realized horn to represent the acceptance of self.